I've Always Been So Forgiving, Trusting, Loving, Caring, and Everything Else in Between. From This Day Forward, I Don't Give A Fuck Who You Are. I Will Never Trust The Same Way. I'm Changing. And For The Better. At Least for Me.
I hate this. Being mad at each other thing. I hate that he bottles things up and doesn’t tell me what he’s feeling, so he ignores me. I miss you Luis. I want you. I want all of you. Me+You, together forever. That’s what we said. That’s what we’ve planned. Why are things all of a sudden changing :(
If I was in Jersey, or he lived in California, I swear I wouldn’t hesitiate ONE moment to drive my ass up to his house, work, school or whatever. JUST to talk and make sure everything’s ok. Being in arguments from a distance is not fun. I can’t take it. I don’t want this. I want us to be ok again. :(
Crying my eyes out, is what I’ve been doing. I wonder what you are doing/thinking.