&&&& it’s one of those nights/days where I don’t work/baby-sit. SO I like to sit on my couch, watching movies, eating take-out, chocolate and being a fat ass. In my sweatpants, with a big sweater, a blankie, and Tumblr. And then I look at around the house, or the room…and no one’s there. I feel lonely as fuck. And then meanwhile I’m texting Luis, and I wish he was here with me. Cuddling. Watching our favorite movie. Kissing him here and there, saying “i love you” and just looking over and seeing him there with me. Just happy. 

Then I remember I’m alone again. And cry. And eat chocolate. 

Just another Friday night……