I Had a Dream
I rarely have dreams I can remember…but this one was so real. So interesting. So scary.
As we all know Luis and I are in a LDR. And I miss him more than anything in the freaking world. But in this dream…it was like we were going to finally be together .
We were going to meet up.
But everytime we planned it…or we were SO close to seeing one another…something bad happened…and prevented us. Like he calls me…and I was supposed to get on the train to meet him at the train stop in Jersey…but it was like the train wouldn’t let me get on. It was gated…like the ones in New York…and I would swipe my card…but it wouldn’t accept it. Or one point…I was going to swipe my card…and it flew away because it was windy. Then we planned on seeing each other at the airport…and it was like I got on the plane…and I was going to Jersey…and he was waiting for me…and the plane didn’t work. I never got to see him.
And it was like the whole time I would be talking to Luis…and he would be like “c’mon babe…I’m waiting for you…why do you keep putting me off…why can’t we just be together…I just want to see you for 5 minutes”….
I don’t know what this dream means. I believe in my dreams…and everytime I dream something…it occurs. It’s weird as heck.
But I’m afraid this means…perhaps we might not ever GET to be together :(
And that scares me. I know I shouldn’t over analyze…but anything that has to do with him..I freak out. :(
I hope it’s not true…and we will finally get to be together one day. I miss him a lot. :(